Living with RSD

In 1996 I was diagnosed with RSD and I realised almost immediately that Doctors do not understand RSD but what became phenomenal is how RSD affected my eyes and consequently my vision which eventually became internal vision of unbelievable magnitude.

In the beginning it was puzzling to me how a right foot injury and surgery could affect my left eye, but I quickly became aware that it was linked to the enourmous build up of internal electricity which was increasing at allarming speeds causing massive internal electric shocks, after shocks, tremors and vibrations.

At first I only noticed tiny coloured dots behind my closed eye but after a few month these tiny dots had become three large patches of white, yellow and red. Through daily, intense concentration on these colours I learned that these colours related to my thoughts, my emotions (as they related to fear of the unknown)and the constant overheating of all of my circuitry functions, central as well as peripheral.Eventually these colours became hypnotising which created another level of fear, consequently I tried to shift my focus to the center of brain but failed repeatedly.

One day when least expected I felt a jump in my brain and my life began to change.My brain and body illuminated with so much light that I was able to see and follow my own internal functions and destructions. Overwhelmed, yet paralysed with fear I was determent to find out if my vision changes were linked to a vivid imagination or reality.

These phenomenal vision changes lasted for well over four long years and I can assure you they had nothing to do with a vivid imagination because what they portrait to me through photo images, absolute clarity and magnifications, without a shadow of a doubt had everything to do with genetic memory which clearly can surpass early child hood.

Naturally I had tried to bring this phenomenon to the attention of Doctors of different levels and I also had contacted a College of Physicians and Surgeons to investigate this case, but no one was interested, which resulted in the most serious decision I have ever made in my life, which was to avoid all Doctors, as well as medication to prevent individuals from traumatising me through their primitive insults based upon their own lack of advanced scientific knowledge.

My vision returned to what we call normal as automatically as it had changed, but what I have learned the hard way is, if we are willing to confront all fears including death and work with the brain rather than against it than we can make some unusual discoveries.

It has been thirteen years since my RSD began and I am still dealing with it, but I am very fortunate because somehow I have triggered a reversal of magnitude.

My reason for sharing this story is to say, Doctors must learn to listen to their patients and I would highly recommend that Doctors gain a greater understanding of the electrical engineering within the human system, because as my visions have clearly indicated RSD is all about electricity and the hard wiring within us, which can so easily overheat, shift, knot, become entrapped, collide, cross wire, cause metallic poisoning, consequently chemical changes of magnitude, tremors and vibrations will change frequencies, static and internal pressure will become unbearable.

Human circuitries are designed to spin to the right, but if they shift, than they will spin to the left which is destructive. For the rest of my life I will regret that I was not able to convince Doctors that I was telling the truth about what I could see, because RSD no longer is a Mistery in my mind.