Living with Neuropathy

I’ve had pain since 2000 and kept going to doctors and got deaf ear By 2004 had problems going to bathroom and was vomiting at that time i didn’t know pain caused vomiting Finally they referred me to neurologist because of bathroom issues Herniated disk had surgery 6/05 I’ve never gotten better kept going to docs complaining of same thing for the past almost four years and to this day they have not said anything to me about neuropathy

they never dealt with my mind the depression the anger the hurt the sleepless nights the pain the burning the freezing the ice the glass and i never heard of this word till this past summer and the same words i’ve told docs and all i keep hearing is it’s gon get better yea i’m poor but it should not give anyone the right to treat me as if i were nobody but people r so greedy and want names for themselves and is why i am being overlooked i don’t take anything for pain i do have gluclosamine because since surgery my ankles and knees and hips hurt badly

yea i’m 50 but i was very active not stamina and endurance i’ve gotten some back but depressed i’m not the same and i wouldn’t have another back surgery if they paid me so much i feel has been taken from me and no one has even listened to my plight and taken it seriosly? i’m going today at 1p and i’ve written it down but not going to say anything til they do hope for me