Living with Movement Disorders

hi, as everybody might know living with strange diseases is not being easy. Specially when you have to work and live a normal life is challenging, and i said this because you have to confront people and work with them as a team. But there is always people that will talk about you and treat you bad and make fun of what you have and that is something that affects everyone in their daily lives. Like me for example i usually pray every night to god to help me out in my daily life. **** For some reason my body shakes and when i’m sitting down i feel that my body vibrates inside me and i feel a strong palpitation inside me, cronic hedaches, my noise is always block and i have to keep moving alot other wise i won’t feel comfortable. I get very tired sometimes when i do push ups my body just shakes alot and i feel afraid to go out and live a good life. At night i can’t fall asleep i keep moving and moving alot. I also forgot things very fast I feel useless, sometimes i heard the managers saying “why she is so nervious.” Another guy said to me ” **** ***** “. I just wish i wasn’t there i dont know why this is happening to me. I’m only 20 years old and i wanted to acomplish my dreams for the future .

Thank you so much for listening to me and i hope you would understand me the way i feel. Thank you