Living with Fibromyalgia

I’d been in to car wrecks,and kept going to the doctor’s after doctor thing,with them telling me, oh!,just wait it out til you just can’t take it anymore , (they wanted to fuse a disc L5 )kept telling me it would just be a horrible chain re-action of surgery after surgery, SO WHAT DO YOU DO !ISN’T AMAZING WHAT YOU CAN DO, You keep changing med’s , puttng up with all the side affects.it’s amazing got to keep working,just the med’s alone bills, got to keep cleaning, no-one get’s it ,the people that say oh,it’s not that bad ,OH,(and the absultly stupidist thing that I’ve heard out a DR’S MOUTH IN MY WHOLE LIFE,WAS THE ONE DR -HAD THE GAL AND BALLS TO SAY — OH’THAT DID’NT HURT!@#$#@##$. I WISH I WOULD HAVE HAD THE BIG SET, VISE GRIPS IN HAND - YOU LADIES KNOW WHAT I’AM THINKING, (NOT UNTIL THEY LIVE IT!!! )

What do you do reseach, and find a GREAT PAIN MANGEMENT CENTER, THEN, THEN, THAT ONE DR. FINALLY SAYS, DOES THIS HURT RIGHT HERE , HOW ABOUT HERE, THIS ,THIS and then they continue gentlty, and finally say “You have Fibromyalgia, and I’m just wondering,how is your sleeping ,you may have Chronic fatigue it usually somes along with it, sadly enough, so how long have you felt like this,10 yrs,and 200 miles from home ! OH! SWEET JESUS ,You don’t know how good it is to finally hear that,because I was really starting to feel like Im going crazy in fact it was even suggested by one doctor, because you wouldn’t believe ,how many Doctors I’have asked ,if that’s could be it , and them saying Oh no!,To me that’s either a sign of pure ignorance or arrogance. Acting as if a patient couldn’t actual search out, what it is that is making there every moment of there life, a living purgatory,that feels as though something has consumed your entire body,every breath that you breathe!

MY BIGGEST SUGGESTION I COULD EVER GIVE TO ANYONE OUT THERE THAT IS LIVING WITH THIS TORMENT AND PAIN, PLEASE PLEASE ,WHAT ,EVER YOU GIVE-UP,& DON’T GO TO A 7 MINUTE DOCTOR AND HAVE HIM/HER TELL YOU, THAT IT’S ALL IN YOUR HEAD, IT DOES’NT HURT THAT BAD, FIND A GOOD PAIN MANAGEMENT CENTER WITH A DOCTOR THAT TREATS YOU VERY WELL, AND EDUCATE NOT JUST YOURSELF BUT FAMILY , AND GET A STRONG SUPPORT SYSTEM AROUND YOU,AND FINDING YOUR FAITH AND STRENGHTENING YOUR PRAYER LIFE HELPS YOU THROUGH EVERY ONE OF THOSE BREATHS ,YOU SHOULD PRAY AS WITH EVERY BREATH ,HE’S RIGHT THERE ALL THE TIME JUST FOR YOU NO MATTER WHAT ! LIFE IS TO SHORT TO LIVE WITH OUT BEING ABLE TO EVEN INJOY THE LITTLE THINGS IN LIFE ! GOD BLESS ALL WHO ARE ENDURING! YA’LL BE IN MY PRAYS !!Oh! finally (’but still have 3 disc’s to go,)had a lazer back surgery ,to bad ,that on the way back home from my 8 week check-up a MACK truck hit my car.haven’t driven since,it’s been 5 yrs. That and my great , magnificent Dr. moved to Texas.