Living with Chronic Pain

I am 28 years old and I started getting pains way when I was about 7.It got worse when I got to be a late teen about 18. I became a type 1 diabetic at 9 so when the pains came the assumed it was nerve damage. It wasnt all of the painful test were negative but my pain is still there.

At 19 I went from a full size 12 to a size 0 in only a year from all the narcs pushed on me.I choose to stop and I did and even had a baby girl.Still having pain through it all but I grinded my teeth and moved on.That didnt last at all.I was forced to take pain meds again cause all of the motrin made my liver swell really bad.I was be-littled and told at times I was lying.That maybe it was in my head.

All my joints hurt really bad.I cry for days till I fall asleep.I went into a detox myself to prove to these doctors that I am not an addict.I have not taken anything for 6 months but I am still in pain.My family suffers with me.My husband had to leave the Army to help me and our kids.I am such a tough person and to see what ever it is I have take me down the way it is.Well it going to kill me.I a very christian woman and thats what keeps me alive.I dont have deppression but my pain sure does give it to me.

If anyone has any ideas or advise I am all ears.PLEASE and God bless you all in your pains in life.